NopromisesOnlyhopes

I had a dream today..  Of a distant past ;  Only to wake up to the dream I was living Now a nightmare I saw with open eyes..  It was the dream I dreamt of  When I was in today's dream.  Living within the bliss ,  Dreams do come true!  Those do not, hurts bad.. Like it does now,  And those that do , too... Like it does now.. 

 Not raising voice was what I feared,  And now I am dumb.  Being trampled over was what I dreaded,  And now I am neck deep in mud.  To not be you and to forget who you were is death, I believed.  I am at the verge of extinction.  To pile up work is idiocy,  And yet I can't look back  The sands of time fall over me..  Muffled cries buried with more of them .  I thought my bed at home would cushion my fall everytime I do,  Today I lie on bare ground.  To be the reason of your pain is no bed of roses; Only the thorns prick me today.  To still go on when it is tough was what I admired,  Today I look up at my grit,  No , I didn't quit!  It's been a long way And I can see no horizons in the longer way to traverse,  But I will keep going! 

 A vessel filled brims.  Up to the brink and,  Yet empty...  There is a void beneath the waves,  Or air caressing the flow.  Defies logic yes,  Poets marvel the swirl and curl; But what do you call the static flow?  When the waves lull it to stay hidden The abyss unseen!  The stoic screams are unheard.. .  Were they there?